And now what?

You know when you're looking so forward to something, but upon its arrival, you wonder what was I thinking? or Is this what I wanted? or What am I doing here?

It's never easy when things don't go to (mental) plan, and you're left wondering Why?

When questions have questions answered by doubts, what is the next appropriate course of action?

W W W dot

The only thing I can't do is smell & taste here.
If I could do those two things, It'd be perfect.
Other than that, its the most sufficing get away!



the INTERNET.

So Far Gone

So Far Gone

On the bus, ignoring everyone and listening to (Bria's Interlude, damn this) new Drake album is hot too, thinking...Thinking.

"All I wanna do is give u all of me now, are u ready, are u ready?" Damn this bus is moving fast, fast like the thoughts in my head, like the one that says stop now, that beer has u a lil tispy, u know u don't drink like that anymore, and the words ur typing are pure id...ego frustration.

But...but you have a lot to spill...Lookin out of the window makes u dizzy..."u look nice and ur frame makes me wanna bowl a strike, well alright, yes I might, know what fuck it yes I will, I am more than what u bargained for and nothin less than real, put it to u like...it's ok it's ok it's ok..." ("Uptown")...

I'm on, on, on and now there's no stoppin, no offin' like invincible mafia, made made made to set it up. Oh shit, the beat's got me in rap mode, head boppin lines droppin thoughts woppin, I mean whippin the hell out of me like massas afraid of spiritual rituals...what was that?

I don't even know now,what started out a story is turnin into a jumble of synaptical cyanide, killin the original intentions flowers in the attic style...V, C an' if I drew a picture of the constant sibling rivalry of sister thoughts, it'd look like, like question marks. Detective setting engaged; decipher my meaning, cuz it keeps hiding from myself and maybe some mysteries are better left cold cases, but here's some clarity, spiritual care-ity: if u need me, I'm here.

~Enev Be~

Most Preserved

Removing one side or the other
clearing ineffective
refund, pay to ship it back
don't panic
it's best to trust your instincts
you'll find your mark
no discovery like it
Your Original Intention

~Enev Be~

So many cultures left gifts
for their loved ones to use
in an afterlife.
Energy neither lost nor destroyed
changing in and out of other

dimensions

What if they are right?


~Enev Be~

All New Brink

The hills to the west
massive rains pour down
into the valley
reveal the tombs' secrets.

~Enev Be~